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FEM Season 2 Is Here: Stream the Complete and Final Season Exclusively on Dekkoo

Zav performs on stage in the final season of FEM, streaming exclusively on Dekkoo.

The wait is over. Every episode of FEM Season 2 is now streaming exclusively on Dekkoo, bringing the acclaimed coming-of-age drama to its emotional conclusion.

Whether you’ve been following Zav’s journey from the very beginning or are discovering the series for the first time, there’s never been a better moment to start watching. With both seasons now available, you can experience the complete story from beginning to end without waiting for new episodes. Season 2 consists of ten episodes and concludes the series.

What Is FEM About?

Zav at a nightclub in FEM Season 2, streaming exclusively on Dekkoo.

FEM follows Zav, a 17-year-old aspiring hyperpop artist who is quietly exploring gender identity while navigating family expectations, friendships, and life in a small town. Music becomes both an escape and a way to express the parts of themself they’ve been afraid to reveal.

It’s an intimate, heartfelt series about identity, self-discovery, and finding the courage to live authentically. Rather than relying on dramatic twists, FEM shines through honest performances and deeply relatable characters.

New to the series?
Start with FEM: Season 1 before diving into the final chapter:

Season 2 Raises the Stakes

Zav shares a kiss in the rain during a pivotal moment in FEM Season 2.

Without spoiling any of the surprises, Season 2 picks up as Zav faces the consequences of choices made in the first season. Relationships grow more complicated, dreams begin to feel within reach, and the line between the person Zav presents to the world and the person they truly are becomes increasingly difficult to hide.

The series continues to explore:

Gender identity
Self-expression through music
Family relationships
Friendship and first love
Growing up while trying to find your place in the world

Every episode builds toward a moving finale that gives Zav’s story the ending it deserves.

Why FEM Has Connected With So Many Viewers

One of the reasons FEM resonates is that it never reduces its characters to labels. Instead, it tells a deeply human story about discovering who you are and finding the confidence to embrace that identity.

Whether you’re part of the LGBTQ+ community or simply appreciate thoughtful coming-of-age dramas, FEM delivers heartfelt storytelling that’s both personal and universal.

If you enjoy character-driven LGBTQ+ series, you may also like our collection of gay drama movies and gay romance movies on Dekkoo.

The Perfect Time to Binge the Entire Series

With all twenty episodes now available, you can watch FEM exactly as it was meant to be experienced—from Zav’s first steps toward self-discovery to the powerful final moments of Season 2.

No waiting.
No cliffhangers.
Just one unforgettable story.

Whether you’re revisiting the series or watching for the first time, now is the perfect opportunity to experience the complete journey.

Stream the Complete Series Exclusively on Dekkoo

Promotional artwork for FEM Season 2 featuring Zav against a vibrant red background with the series title.

Both Season 1 and the complete final season of FEM are available to stream exclusively on Dekkoo.

Start watching today.

Looking for your next favorite LGBTQ+ series after FEM? Browse Dekkoo’s growing collection of exclusive originals, acclaimed international films, and award-winning series celebrating queer stories from around the world.

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The Last First Time: A Tender Coming-of-Age Story That Captures the Thrill of Becoming Yourself

Some moments change us forever.

A first kiss. A first trip away from home. The first time you realize the life you’ve always imagined might be waiting somewhere beyond the place you grew up.

That’s the emotional heartbeat of The Last First Time, the newest exclusive streaming on Dekkoo, an LGBTQ+ streaming service dedicated to award-winning independent queer cinema.

Directed by Rafael Ruiz Espejo, this beautifully observed Mexican coming-of-age drama joins Dekkoo’s growing collection of gay movies celebrating authentic LGBTQ+ storytelling. The movie follows 18-year-old Eduardo as he leaves his conservative hometown for Guadalajara to take a university entrance exam. What begins as a simple overnight trip quickly becomes a life-changing journey filled with unexpected friendships, first love, sexual awakening, and the exhilarating freedom of discovering who he really is. The film draws inspiration from the director’s own experiences and has been praised on the international festival circuit for its honest, deeply human portrayal of queer youth.

Young man lying in bed after an intimate moment in The Last First Time, an exclusive gay romance film streaming on Dekkoo.

A Queer Coming-of-Age Story That Feels Authentic

Unlike many coming-of-age films that rely on dramatic conflict, The Last First Time finds its power in quiet moments of discovery.

Eduardo isn’t running away from home, he’s simply stepping outside it for the first time.

As he explores Guadalajara, every encounter opens another door. New friends. New experiences. New possibilities. For one unforgettable night, the city becomes a place where he can experiment with love, intimacy, and identity without the expectations that have always defined him.

The result is a film that’s sensual without being exploitative, emotional without becoming sentimental, and refreshingly honest about the excitement and uncertainty of growing up queer. Fans looking for more heartfelt gay romance movies will find plenty to discover throughout the Dekkoo library.

Close-up of two young men sharing an intimate moment in The Last First Time, an exclusive gay romance film streaming on Dekkoo.

A Rising Voice in Queer Cinema

With The Last First Time, Rafael Ruiz Espejo delivers a confident debut feature that has earned attention at international film festivals, including the San Francisco International Film Festival, before touring queer film festivals around the world. The film has also received recognition for its direction and storytelling, establishing Ruiz Espejo as an exciting new voice in LGBTQ+ cinema.

His approach feels deeply personal, allowing characters to make mistakes, chase desire, and experience vulnerability without judgment.

That’s exactly the kind of authentic queer storytelling you’ll find when you watch gay movies online with Dekkoo.

If You Loved The Last First Time, Watch These Next

One of the best parts of discovering a new favorite film is finding another that captures a similar feeling.

If The Last First Time leaves you wanting more heartfelt queer stories, we recommend continuing your journey with these Dekkoo favorites:

A Night Like This

One unforgettable evening changes everything in this touching romance about unexpected connections and the courage to embrace new possibilities.

Tethered Wings

Beautifully photographed and emotionally rich, this acclaimed drama explores identity, love, and finding the strength to become the person you’re meant to be.

Why Stories Like This Matter

Queer coming-of-age stories continue to resonate because they remind us that self-discovery is universal—even if the journey looks different for everyone.

The Last First Time doesn’t pretend growing up is easy. Instead, it celebrates the uncertainty, excitement, awkwardness, and joy that come with becoming yourself.

Whether you remember your own first adventure away from home or are simply looking for an honest LGBTQ+ drama filled with heart, this is a film that lingers long after the credits roll.

Watch The Last First Time Exclusively on Dekkoo

If you’re searching for:

LGBTQ+ coming-of-age movies
Gay romance films
Queer Mexican cinema
International LGBTQ+ films
LGBTQ+ streaming movies
Gay films about first love

The Last First Time deserves a place at the top of your watchlist.

Stream The Last First Time exclusively on Dekkoo today.

If you’re wondering where to watch gay films online, Dekkoo offers one of the world’s largest collections of independent LGBTQ+ films and series.

Why Boys (2018) Still Hits So Hard

Some films are easy to describe.

Boys isn’t one of them.

You can call it a coming-of-age story. You can call it a romance. You can even call it a mystery. But none of those descriptions fully capture what it feels like to watch this haunting French drama starring Félix Maritaud.

What makes Boys memorable isn’t simply what happens. It’s the way the film lingers long after it’s over.

At the center of the story is Jonas, a young man carrying the weight of something he can’t seem to leave behind. As the film moves between past and present, viewers slowly piece together the relationship that shaped him and the event that continues to define his life years later.

Rather than rushing toward answers, Boys takes its time. It trusts the audience to sit with uncertainty, heartbreak, and memory.

That’s a rare thing.

Scene from Boys (2018), the acclaimed French gay coming-of-age film exploring friendship, romance, and identity.

First Love Never Really Leaves

Many gay romance movies focus on the excitement of first love. Boys is more interested in what happens afterward.

The relationship between Jonas and Nathan unfolds with the awkwardness, intensity, and vulnerability that make first love so unforgettable. There’s no grand Hollywood spectacle here. Instead, the film finds power in small moments: a glance, a touch, a conversation that suddenly means everything.

For anyone who has ever looked back on a relationship that changed the course of their life, Boys will feel painfully familiar.

Félix Maritaud’s Breakthrough Performance

Long before becoming a recognizable face in queer cinema, Félix Maritaud delivered one of his most affecting performances in Boys.

His adult Jonas feels restless and unsettled, a man constantly moving but never quite escaping where he’s been. Maritaud rarely overplays the emotion. Instead, he allows the character’s pain to surface in quiet, unexpected ways.

It’s the kind of performance that rewards close attention.

Fans who discover Maritaud through Boys may also appreciate character-driven LGBTQ+ stories like The Best Friend and Away, films that similarly explore how love, loss, and personal growth continue to shape us long after relationships end.

Scene from Boys (2018) featuring two characters by a swimming pool in the acclaimed French LGBTQ+ drama.

More Than Another Coming-of-Age Story

What separates Boys from many other gay drama movies is its willingness to embrace complexity.

The film isn’t interested in neat resolutions. People make mistakes. Questions remain unanswered. Memories become unreliable.

That ambiguity gives the story its emotional power.

Much like real life, not everything can be neatly explained.

A Film Worth Discovering

Every year brings new LGBTQ+ releases, but only a handful remain part of the conversation years later.

Boys has endured because it understands something universal: the people we love become part of us, even after they’re gone.

Whether you’re exploring classic gay movies, searching for thoughtful gay films online, or simply looking for a story that stays with you after the credits roll, Boys remains one of the most emotionally resonant queer dramas of the past decade.

And if you’re ready to continue exploring, Dekkoo’s collection of LGBTQ+ cinema includes everything from intimate romances and coming-of-age stories to contemporary favorites like A Night Like This, Throuple, and many more titles available in our complete All Titles A–Z collection.

New This Week – 9/4/20

Montreal is snowed under. While the downtown cranes dance their hypnotic ballet, two strangers meet randomly in an unfinished apartment. Their chance encounter leads to a violent attraction and a dependency beyond reason. ‘The Acrobat’ is available now, exclusively, on Dekkoo!

Dekkoo Films presents ‘Mani’.

Mani a 12-year-old boy is coming to terms with his burgeoning puberty and sexuality while navigating a series of male-dominated environments in contemporary Tehran. ‘Mani’ is available to watch now on Dekkoo!

Motty and Alon, a gay couple from Israel, are pursuing their dream of becoming parents. This feature-length documentary follows them on the journey – as they communicate with Krista, their American surrogate, and await the arrival of their biological twins. Along the way, the film raises questions about parenthood, religion, social norms and our technologically advanced world. Watch ‘Double Income, Kids’ on Dekkoo!

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Coming next week: A Brazilian transplant and his friends take to the streets of San Francisco to pursue an American fling.

DEKKOO DISPATCH 062 – ‘SASHA’

Title – ‘Sasha‘

Director – Dennis Todorovic

Starring – Sasa Kekez, Predrag Bjelac, Ljubisa Gruicic, Zeljka Preksavec

Release Date – 2010

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It’s Wednesday and tonight you deserve a good ‘ole heart-warming hump day movie! I proudly present to you the crowd-pleasing gay coming-of-age/romance/daddy film ‘Sasha‘ directed by Dennis Todorovic. This film went under the radar back in 2010, but it really shouldn’t have and Dekkoo is the perfect place for you to re-discover this gay gem!

‘Sasha‘ rises above movies of it’s ilk due to a few factors, but the most noticeable one is the fact that Sasha comes from a family of immigrants. Mistaken for the most part as Serbians (although really from Montenegro) Sasha’s family now lives in Germany and are outsiders for the most part. The only piece of Sasha’s life that really connects him to his peers is his love of music. He’s a piano player and a very serious one at that. He trains hard to be accepted to the best music school in Germany and that’s where our love interest comes into play. Sasha’s love of music isn’t the only thing propelling him forward, but also his instructor who he’s madly fallen in love with. Enter Gebhard – the classic stereotypical hunky German guy in his late-30s who’s passionate about music, life, and swimming in really skimpy swim suits!

When Gebhard tells Sasha he’s leaving the city Sasha realizes that the next few weeks are his ‘now or never’ moment. If he wants to be with the love of his life (Daddy!) he needs to come out and confess himself. If only it was that easy… He also has to focus on the upcoming piano audition, pay attention to his best friend Jiao (a violinist) who’s totally in love with him, and deal with his crazy immigrant family – of which his father is pretty homophobic, so there’s that all to deal with.

Fun Fact: Gebhard (played by Tim Bergmann) played another gay man 14 years earlier in ‘Regular Guys‘ which is also available on Dekkoo! So if you’re in love and can’t get enough Gebhard there’s more!

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Watch it with: All of your romantic-leaning friends.

Mix it with: A German wine.

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DEKKOO DISPATCH 058 – ‘WILD REEDS’

Title – ‘Wild Reeds‘

Director – André Téchiné

Starring – Élodie Bouchez, Gaël Morel, Stéphane Rideau, Frédéric Gorny

Release Date – 1994

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Ah the French… While we’re partying it up and watching TV they’re contemplating life and reading philosophy – or at least that’s what they want us to think! Either way the French make some great movies especially dealing with teenage angst which is the subject of today’s dispatch! Enter the world of André Téchiné’s ‘Wild Reeds‘ (Les Roseaux Sauvages). It was hailed as an instant classic when it came out in France in ’94 and even beat out ‘Queen Margot’ (by Patrice Chéreau [‘L’homme Blesse‘]) for the César award (the equivalent of our Oscar). We’re showcasing a new HD Restoration that will blow your socks off!

‘Wild Reeds‘ tells the story of four teenagers making the transition from childhood in the era of the late days of the Algerian War which took place from 1954-1962. The movie focuses the most on Francois who’s discovering his budding attraction to men. Conveniently he becomes friends with the sexy Serge who is open to ‘experimenting’ with Francois, but nothing more beyond that. Of course that frustrates Francois who feels a real attraction to Serge to which he confides in his best friend Maite, the daughter of their teacher with communist leanings (Madame Alvarez). The film starts with a joyous wedding with Serge’s older brother confiding in Alvarez that he’s heard communists might be able to smuggle him out of the war. When she refuses to help he’s forced to head back to the war where he tragically dies. This sets in motion a series of events that bring the 3 adolescents together to figure out the next steps their life will take.

Senses of Cinema had this to say about the title of the film:

The title Wild Reeds (Les roseaux sauvages) echoes a poetic fable by Jean de La Fontaine (1621-1695): “The Oak and the Reed”. Boasting of his strength, the proud oak tree offers to shelter the frail reed. But the reed rejects the oak and, when a storm blows, the reed bends with the wind and survives, while the oak is torn up by its roots. In concert with this, all of Wild Reeds’ adolescent characters need to learn to bend from their initial, inflexible positions and accept the ambiguities inherent in adulthood.

There are so many reasons to watch this film!! Besides the fact that you’ll get to witness the birth of the modern French coming-of-age film there’s a wealth of talent involved in this film that went on to make lots more amazing movies (a bunch of which you’ve probably seen!).

André Téchiné – The director of countless amazing French films. He’s directed some of the best queer films of all time including ‘Being 17’ and ‘The Witnesses’.
Gaël Morel – The lead of ‘Wild Reeds‘ attained much critical acclaim for his portrayal of Francois, but his passion rested in being behind the camera and just two years later directed the popular film ‘Full Speed’ in which he cast his co-star from ‘Wild Reeds’ Stéphane Rideau! He also directed the steamy gay thriller ‘Our Paradise’.
Stéphane Rideau – Stéphane went on to become a prolific actor in his own right starring in the subversive comedy ‘Sitcom’ by Francois Ozon and the popular gay romance movie ‘Come Undone’ by Sebastian Lifshitz.
Jacques Nolot – A very famous French actor, he later went on to write and direct the classic queer films ‘Porn Theatre’ and ‘Before I Forget’.

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Watch it with: With your French film-loving friends.

Mix it with: A French red wine of course!

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DEKKOO DISPATCH 057 – ‘SCREWED’

Title – ‘Screwed’

Director – Nils-Erik Ekblom

Starring – Mikko Kauppila, Valtteri Lehtinen, Sanna Majuri, Sami Huhtala

Release Date – 2017

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Next week we’re bringing you a gay title direct from the biggest gay film festivals right into your living rooms! On February 15th get ready to be ‘Screwed’…

If the film sounds familiar that’s because right after Frameline (the oldest queer film festival in the world!) we here at Dekkoo made headlines by acquiring the film just for all of you right out of the jam-packed world premiere. We were so impressed by this audacious and sexy coming-of-age film that we just had to immediately grab it and make sure you all were the first to see it. That’s why it will be exclusively available on Dekkoo for a whole month before it hits DVD.

PIHALLA_V1.1.00_42_29_13.Still013-1 — Elias & Miku

‘Screwed’ comes to us from the mind of Nils-Erik Ekblom – a filmmaker who decided to explore the life of a fairly normal gay teenager in Finland and what happens when he comes face to face with desires he decides he doesn’t want to run from. In interviews Nils has explained that he feels gay people aren’t portrayed authentically in Finnish cinema and that for years they’ve been the butt of jokes. He desired to create an accurate portrait of queer life here and now in Finnish culture. Indeed if you look up Finnish gay films you won’t find much of anything sadly. Now we know why ‘Tom of Finland’ wanted to come to California 🙂

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Alright enough of the back-story! Let’s talk about the boys! Meet our cute main character – 17-year-old Miku. Jesus that name is adorable… Miku’s life is very static – you can absolutely tell something needs to change and this is the year that he takes some chances in life. A good way to start is by throwing a house party and losing his virginity his weird older brothers advises him. Thus Miku throws said party and thus his parent’s house nearly gets demolished in the teenage debauchery that ensues. Of course it’s bad enough to feel the wrath of his parents in general, but it’s even worse because they go on summer vacation immediately afterwards and he’s stuck in a small cabin with them!

Luckily there’s a surprise just down the river bend… No I’m not kidding. Literally a hot next door neighbor named Elias rows down the river and comes to introduce himself to Miku’s family. Once Elias sees Miku he’s very taken whereas Miku looks like he wants to run away as far as possible from the feelings that are coursing through him. It’s like watching someone in fight-or-flight mode. After the two finally start talking and taking little adventures in the countryside together it’s clear that they’re both in for a large dose of first love – with all the wonderful earth-shaking feelings it can produce. Of course ‘Screwed’ doesn’t just focus on the gay angle of life, it also rounds it out with sibling trouble, rocky marriages, and general family drama.

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We’re incredibly thrilled to bring you this sexy, amazingly gorgeous film directly to you first before anyone else. We hope you love it as much as us!

Trailer:

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Watch it with: With lots of friends! Pack ’em in!

Mix it with: White wine.

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DEKKOO DISPATCH 037 – ‘CENTER OF MY WORLD’

Title – ‘Center of My World’

Director – Jakob M. Erwa

Starring – Louis Hofmann, Jannik Schümann, Svenja Jung, Sabine Timoteo

Release Date – 2016

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It’s officially Fall now, but it feels like Spring over at Dekkoo because we’re in LOVEEEE!! ‘Center of My World‘ has officially arrived to Dekkoo hot off of its festival tour around the globe where it captivated the hearts and souls of thousands of people who got off their butts and went to their local LGBTQ Film Festival. But if you were lazy (or if you happened to be in South Dakota at the time) now exclusively on Dekkoo you can finally watch it a month before DVD!

The reason we’re so excited about this film here at Dekkoo is because it’s very rare in the realm of cinema to encounter a big budget, high-quality gay romance film. In fact we probably only get 2-4 per year if we’re lucky! ‘Center of My World‘ is exactly that.

Based on the 1998 novel of the same name ‘Center of My World‘ follows Phil – your average out-of-the-closet German High School student (it’s 2016 don’t forget!) who’s just survived a summer of French Language Camp and wants nothing more than to horse around with his best friend Kat and his sister/twin Dianne until school starts back up. But after arriving home he finds his house/mansion (dubbed ‘Visible’) in disarray. A huge storm trashed his town and Glass (Phil’s mom refuses to be called ‘Mom’) and Dianne aren’t speaking to each other. Normally this is where Phil would figure out what the heck is going on, but thennnnn…

Yeah. This guy shows up on the first day of school. Hey you’d be incredibly distracted too! Thus Phil gets flung into a fling with the man-of-his-dreams (and the rest of ours…) named Nicolas. Nicolas is everything Phil wants, tall, gorgeous, muscular, outgoing, and most importantly: a top! But seriously these two guys have the most amazing chemistry together. I can’t remember the last time I watched a gay film where the leads seemed this flawlessly attractive. It’s mildly distracting sometimes. I’ve seen it three times and sometimes I just get lost in their eyes……. Damn I’m doing it again!

The film doesn’t solely focus on the romantic angle the whole time and does circle back around to the family dynamic between Phil, Dianne, and Glass. There’s a lot of hurt in the family paired with an avoidance of truth especially on Glass’ part which makes for great cinema.

If you like the film (we think you’ll LOVE it) please tell your friends about it and let them know that Dekkoo is the only place to see it online. Next month it will also be available to own on DVD and Blu-ray.

Danke and good night!

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Watch it with: Everyone! Your friends, your neighbors, your mom!

Mix it with: Wine all around! Maybe a German Riesling perhaps?

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DEKKOO DISPATCH 036 – ‘BOYS’

Title – ‘Boys’

Director – Mischa Kamp

Starring – Gijs Blom, Ko Zandvliet, Jonah Smulders, Ton Kas

Release Date – 2014

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Monday of next week we’re releasing one of the sexiest gay romantic films of 2017, ‘Center of My World‘ almost a month before it hits DVD! To prepare you for the insane sexiness you’ll be checking out next week I thought a small appetizer would be a good idea to ‘whet’ your appetite.

‘Boys‘ is a captivating coming-of-age/romance from the Netherlands. Originally produced as a TV movie it was so well-made that the producers were able to expand its reach to theaters in the Netherlands and eventually it made it’s way to other countries as well. Could it be because of the two incredibly good looking leads? Gijs Blom & Ko Zandvliet are extremely magnetic by themselves, but together they present a vision of what young gay love really will look like in the future.

Sieger lives with his father and brother. It quick becomes apparent that Sieger is living with the recent grief of his mother. In order to tune out the tensions that exist between his motorcycle-obsessed brother getting into fights with his dad Sieger participates in track & field with his local high school. One day a new kid joins the team, Marc, which inspires a new array of feelings to confuse Sieger even further. Pretty soon afterwards they share their first kiss while swimming at the local lake. Marc seems confident in his attraction, but Sieger struggles to accept the relationship.

Making the film shine even brighter is brilliant cinematography and toe-tapping musical selections from M83, Foo Fighters, and Katy Perry!

I know the wait for ‘Center of My World‘ has felt like forever, but it’s almost here! Watch ‘Boys‘ to tie you over 😉

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Watch it with: A friend who loves romantic films

Mix it with: A glass of white wine

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Gabriel – A delightful short film from Spain!

With so many great gay films to choose on Dekkoo we wanted to make sure you didn’t miss Gabriel.

Director Benjamin Chimoy presents a skillfully-made short film about Gabriel, a 32-year-old Spanish man living with his boyfriend Lars far away from his conservative family. In the days leading up to an imminent visit from his mother, Gabriel starts reflecting on his upbringing and remembering his childhood and his sexual coming-of-age.

Gabriel was a hit on the gay film-festival circuit and we’re thrilled to offer it on Dekkoo.

We hope you enjoy it as much as we did!

Brian

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